AS THOUGH THE SKIN
February 12, 2011
Some sub-cutaneous layer of muscle
remembers to tighten my pores,
making me ready, just as though the skin
still held the feathers I erect for flight
from in here where the fear is,
my body leans forward against the air,
not putting weight on the ground
awaiting the moment when a gust
returns me to my proper element.
Traces of multiple pasts,
insist on their solutions irrespective
of effectiveness. I imagine
I’d like the sky to enter
my skull, fall through my spine
secure me to land, but my substance
twists on the spindle of old opinions,
there’s no avoiding the avoidance
the ultimate end and aim of all activity.